The Fear That's Me

Afraid to let you in
I pull far away
I've been hurt before
I'm scared you won't stay

If I show you places
Where I have been nicked
Would you run away
Would you say I'm not worth it

Afraid of losing so
I fall behind
I will never win with that
Frame of mind

I've been broken and I'm
Afraid to let you see
The mess of my whole life
A pile of broken dreams

Aftermath

A six year chapter ended
A bitter taste left behind
Nothing sweet about it
Sweetness was erased

Memories they fade
As the months fall further away
Dreams don’t come so easily
Nightmares, in the past can remain
Life moves on slowly
Moves on without you

 Eight months closes quickly
A horrible moment in time
Beauty in life fell away
Beauty never real erased

I can close my eyes
And not be afraid
That reality is over
Life won’t ever be the same

I’ll move on
Move on without you